Hello wonderful beings of Light!)
I know it's been a while again since I've posted in my blog last. I had my family over from Russia, and tried to spend as much time as possible with them for the last 40 days.
My mom and dad stayed in out 1 bedroom apt. Some would say "OMG how they survived!", but I loved it and now I miss them so much.. You see, we are so close with my parents.. I don't know, how I happen to live so far away from them. Even now after they left I feel like a part of my heart is always with them. I feel like a child that was forgotten in kindergarten. First days after they went back to Russia, were so hard for me. I was almost in physical pain for not having them with me again, I cried myself to sleep. I was walking outside with my daughter and couldn't stop thinking that just a few days ago we were walking there all together, laughing and enjoying each others company. I'm almost 30, but after their departure I understood that I will never grow too old to stop missing them. I will never stop being a little girl that just needs to have her Mommy and Daddy by her side.

During that period of time I didn't work much on new orgone creations. I just tried to stay as mindful and present as I could, and to get used to being a grown up. To get used to the fact that we live thousands of miles away from each other..

Sometimes I feel so homesick. But it is a strange feeling: I've been here for almost 10 years, but I can not say I am at home here. At the same time, I know that I won't be at home in Russia anymore. Hanging somewhere in space between the two countries..

Now a week went by, and I'm finally finding my peace. I do things that I'm used to do, enjoying going to the beach with my daughter and friends - it is 80F here in Miami, FL. I felt like I had to start creating Orgone devices again with all those feelings of love inside if me. I feel like it cooked down within my soul, and composed a NEW ME. A stronger one, but a more humble one. May be the full moon energies helped me to feel this way - everything is for a reason.
Sadness and happiness are just two sides of the coin we call life. As long as we are present and aware we will be ahead in our game.

So here are a few things that were finished at the end of the week, I hope you enjoy them!