Love is a State of Being

Overcoming Adult's Tantrums: Love is a State of Being, Control over Your Emotions

Working from home sometimes is not as easy as it may seems. Especially with the 2 years old who hates her naps and only sleeps for an hour during the day..
I had to create a video for Fiverr today, and I decided to give it a shot while she was awake. Of course it didn't work well. My angel was all over me asking for attention, and started screaming when she wouldn't get it. Then, the camera fell and broke, of course. I was so frustrated with myself and the whole situation, that even lost it for a minute, started screaming at my daughter which caused more screaming on her side, as a result.
And all of a sudden, I realized: this is not the way it supposed to be, I can not be letting this anger fog covering my eyes. I almost could not recognize myself, or what I just was a second ago. It was like a veil fell off my eyes. I realized how this low vibrations took over me and experienced such a relieve upon waking up. I felt so sorry for screaming at my beautiful child. I grabbed her in my arms and started whispering the words of love into her ears. She was calm in the matter of seconds. I started talking nicely to her, and asked her to forgive "mommy's tantrum", and we were able to finish the video (already with my cell phone camera) in peace and quiet, love and mutual understanding.

I believe that situations like that come into our lives so we could understand our emotions, and understand that we have the control over it, not otherwise. I am not proud of myself for taking my frustration on my little one, but I am very glad that I was able to put a STOP sign on this aggressive self-destructive emotion, and prevented my daughter Marina from having a bad day..

 Love is a state of Being, and we need always remember about it. The emotional break throughs are possible, they are simply inevitable, but we need to have enough wisdom to shine slight on them, and to take ourselves away from the darkness of unconsciousness. This will have an immerse positive impact on our own lives and on the lives of those around us.

Love and Light to All of you, Beautiful Beings!
Elizaveta Dymond